MILAKA FALK
Daddy Daughter Dance by Milaka Falk
In a big room filled with paintings, there stands in front of a large canvas
a little girl in sequined shoes and her daddy
He talks. She dances.
What do you see?
RED!
Show me!
The little girl twirls with her hands out, her face to the ceiling
She twirls and spins and giggles until she falls
Laughing, her daddy scoops her up and sets her back down
What else do you see?
BLACK!
Show me!
The little girl plants her feet, wiggles her rear
She raises her hands to her face and circles her fingers
Laughter fills the space
Look closely. What is the red?
A house made of bricks!
And the black is . . .
THE BIG BAD WOLF they cry together
He chases her, huffing and puffing until he catches her and eats her up
A pause.
Daddy, do we have paints at home?
Yes, sweetie.
I wanna go home and paint!
Then that’s what we’ll do.
And they go home.
And they paint.
Trees and dogs and flowers
Houses made of sticks, of bricks and of gingerbread
They paint ponds and clouds and ducks
And when the paint is gone, the little girl dreams
In a big room filled with paintings, there stands in front of a large canvas
a girl with a paper coffee cup and her dad
He talks. She sighs.
What do you see?
A red blob.
Show me
The girl shifts her cup from right hand to left
Lifts one hand and draws a circle in the air with her finger.
She sighs.
What else do you see?
Black squiggles
Show me
The girl shifts her cup from left hand to right
Lifts one hand and flicks her fingers as if to make someone disappear
She sighs again
Look closely. What is the red?
A blob
And the black is . . .
She stares at her dad
Squiggles
He sighs
A pause.
Dad, do we have coffee at home?
Yes, sweetie.
I wanna go home and make a decaf
Then that’s what we’ll do.
And they go home.
And she makes a decaf.
And they sit in silence in separate rooms
And when the decaf is gone, the dad dreams
In a big room filled with paintings, there stands in front of a large canvas
a young woman with new shoes and her father
He talks. She fidgets.
What do you see?
Red
Show me
The young woman shakes her head and shrugs
She taps her toe
What else do you see?
Black
Show me
The young woman shakes her head again
And shrugs
She taps her fingers on her thigh
Look closely. What is the red?
My deadline
And the black is . . .
My life
The father chuckles
A pause.
Pops, do you have beer at your house?
Yes, sweetie.
I wanna come over and have a beer
Then that’s what we’ll do.
And they go home.
And they have a beer
And they talk of deadlines and resumes and
Houses with picket fences
And when the beer is gone, they both dream
In a big room filled with paintings, there stands in front of a large canvas
a new mom with a tiny baby and a grandfather
He talks. She sways.
What do you see?
A new life.
Show me
The new mom hands the grandfather the wriggling bundle.
He touches a tiny cheek
A chubby hand grabs his thumb
The new mom smiles.
What else do you see?
My nights!
Show me
The new mom closes her eyes slowly, then springs them open
Four times
Look closely. What is the red?
The future
And the black is . . .
My nights!
They smile
The baby stirs and starts to cry
A pause.
Grampa, we have to get him home
Yes, sweetie.
It’s time for his nap
Then that’s what we’ll do.
And they go home.
And the baby naps.
And when the nap is gone, no one dreams
In a big room filled with paintings, there stands in front of a large canvas
a little girl pushing a wheelchair and her daddy
She talks.
What do you see?
Watery blue eyes lift to the top of the canvas
Show me!
Blink, blink
What else do you see?
The gaze floats to the bottom of the canvas
Show me!
Blink, blink
Look closely. What is the red?
A fragile hand with thin skin comes to rest on her cheek
And the black is . . .
The hand withdraws to his chest
A pause.
Dad?
A breath
Do you wanna go home?
A breath
Then that’s what we’ll do.
And they go home.
And he sleeps.
And he dreams
Of trees and dogs and flowers
Houses made of sticks, of bricks and of gingerbread
Of decaf coffees in empty rooms
Of deadlines and beer
Of tiny hands and tiny cries
Of daddy daughter dances
And when he is gone
In a big room filled with paintings, there stands in front of a large canvas
a little boy in a Batman t-shirt and his mommy
She talks. He dances.